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第二话 初遇

“叩叩叩……”一阵高跟鞋发出的声响从远处传来，有种威慑四方的气势。不用说，那一定是老师独有的气息，不容怀疑。果然，一位有着西方面孔的女人从门外走了进来，随即而来的是班长的三部曲。哦，说到班长，就想到班上的干部，原来早在之前就定下了哦，效率真是快。

“起立、行礼、老师早安！”班长带着头说着。

“各位同学早安，坐吧！”老师微微一笑。

虽然说这位老师刚才笑了，可是我总觉得那里怪怪的，横看竖看都像某种有红色尾巴、红色角外加拿着一个叉子的非人类生物……

“各位同学好，我的名字叫拉纳亚，我是你们今年的班导。往后还请多、多指教了。”老师特地地拉了长音。我敢担保那一定有问题。果然，一位学生站了起来，开始跟老师扛上了。

“老师，为了担保我们班以后得到完善且正确的教育，我希望您可以让我向您请教几个问题，老师应该不会拒绝吧？”这位同学说道。

其实直觉告诉我，这位同学完全不像是在请教问题，反倒像是在挑衅，而且直觉也告诉我，这个老师不好惹……

“好吧，既然这位同学有这样的雅兴，我愿意奉陪到底。”那位老师又笑了笑，注意，是笑里藏刀的笑意。

“请问地球的直径是多少？”同学的发难问题1号。

“平均是12742..02千米。”不到一秒的回答幽幽地飘出来。

“请问一个p等于多少？”同学愣了一下，就继续他的发难问题2号。

“3.141592654。”伴随着打哈欠的声音飘来的答案。

“古埃及有三种不同的护身符，请问是哪三种？”同学又呆了几秒，随即回过神，附上了发难问题3号。

“何露斯之眼、安可以及圣甲虫。何露斯之眼代表辨别善恶、祝福好运的象征，安可代表生命，可以带来健康与幸福，圣甲虫代表了人的灵魂永生不灭。同学，还有问题吗？”老师懒洋洋地说道。

“暂时没有了，谢谢老师。”那位同学铁青着脸坐回了自己的位子。

……老师，我很想知道，你脑子里是不是有一台超快速的百科全书电脑辞典，不然你是怎么答那些见鬼的艰难问题啊？我真是欲哭无泪，原来我报名了一所变态学校……

“好了，暂时就到这里了，没问题的话，我们下课了，过后再见。”老师又发挥她的笑里藏刀功了，看！

“起立、行礼、谢谢老师！”三部曲之完结篇在我耳边嗡嗡地响起。

今天突然有种无力感，果真Olympus学院不是盖的，无论是老师还是学生。搞不好连校工都会这些见鬼的题目。

嗯，回家要请我老妈煲一煲猪脑汤来补益补了……

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一月三日的早上

“哎哟！我的妈呀！七点半了啊！快迟到了啦！怎么那么久了还没到学校呀？”小雨一边骑着她的铁马一边哀嚎着。其实，从她出门的那一刻起，只过了五分钟。或许是因为今天是她第一次上初中的关系吧，还不是很适应早起。结果……

“靠！上课第一天就要迟到，面子要往哪儿搁呀？呜呜呜……这可是好不容易才挤进去的学校呀……”小雨在焦虑地担心着自己以后的脸皮。也是，她的新学校是赫赫有名的Olympus 学院，不论是3岁小孩还是80岁的老公公老婆婆都知道Olympus学院。Olympus学院包括了小学、中学、学院和大学，是世界著名的学校之一，也是全世界最难入学的学校之一。所以许多外国的富人们都把他们的孩子千里迢迢地送到这里来求学。

他们那一区还流传着一句话：识Olympus者，为俊杰也；不识其者，为败寇也。（太严重了吧？）不过这也证明了小雨也是个精英嘛！其实Olympus学院不是普通学院，它是一所以体育为主的学院，所以纪律也不是一般的严格，也难怪小雨会那么紧张。换作是以前的学校，她还可以大摇大摆地进大门呢！言归正传，她真的迟到了！！！

不过幸好，只被记过两分，因为她只错过了集会，不然就糗大了。可是，当她上到自己的班上时，才发现一个事实：班上的座位只剩下以为男生的隔壁。不仅如此，连那些陌生的同班同学都用一副等着看好戏的模样看着她。唉！没办法，谁叫他迟到咧？她只好向前去坐下。为了“成全”全班同学的“夙愿”，她只好跟那位男生搭讪——哦不，是搭话。

“嗯……你好，我叫韩晓宇，请问你的名字是？”

“……”

“嗯……不说名字也没关系。那你是不是直升中学的学生啊？”

“……”

那位男生似乎不是很想理睬她，搞得她像是在唱独角戏。于是她又尴尬了一次。

“靠！还真是第一次那么尴尬耶！这个男生到底是怎么啦？”小雨不满地说道。“真想骂他‘装什么酷嘛！’，真以为自己是谁哦？”

就这样，他们僵持了大约5分钟，班主任也来了。

同窗 楔子

楔子

上天的布局 八年的同窗

奇妙的机缘 注定了我们

把两条平行线 相亲相爱的宿命

变成交界线 永远地与你相随

个人抒发情绪之讲废话

最近爱上用华文了。是说我本来就很喜欢用华语，只是我想要训练我的英文能力。到现在我觉得是我要抒发情绪的时间，所以直接一点，用我最熟悉的语言来表达吧！

可能很多人都在疑惑地想着为什么我最近都在说记忆的事情？其实我自己认为我有必要找回来，而且感觉到有某样东西在等着我去做。至于是什么，我就不知道了。

学校嘛，就读了两年多，还是对它没有什么感情。原因有很多，第一个是这间学校的人真的都很假、很虚伪，我平生最讨厌这类型的人；再来就是……咳咳……没帅哥可言。我并不是花痴，我就只是纯粹想知道帅哥到底是长什么样的，因为我没在现实中看过。糟了，我知道会不会被某些花痴打呀？XD 再来呢，就是这里的空气不是很好，至于是什么意思，我也懒得解释，因为有很多层的意思。

朋友嘛，小猫三两只，用手指也可以数得完。虽然如此，但是还是很珍惜他们，不然本世纪最哑巴的学生就非我莫属了。男的也有，女的也有，每个的性格都很可爱，值得去探讨（？）。总之还是要谢谢他们啦，有机会我很想开一个聚会，大家再在林振阳的带领下在一起听黄色笑话，在懿瑾的率领下一起人来疯。XD

嗯，好像讲了好多东西，头又来开始痛了，应该是感冒的问题吧？好了，就写到这里啦！^^

灌水？

记忆，真的很奇妙，可以扰乱人的思绪，也可以让人因灵机一动而飞黄腾达。而我咧～两者都不是，我只是一个在寻找我的记忆的路人甲（真的只是路人甲？）。对啦对啦，只是路人甲。

对于我要找的那一段，我就只记得天很灰的战场和悲伤夕阳，其他的我真的一点也记不起，闇雪说是有人刻意封闭了我的记忆抽屉，真是天意弄人。（让我知道是谁我就把他打到扁扁！）就算找得出来也未必能打到他扁扁吧？能封闭记忆的人一定很厉害，说不定比飒弥亚还厉害咧！（注：飒弥亚乃冰炎学长也。）

总觉得今天是来灌水的，算了，反正这个空间都是给我乱涂鸦的，就玩到尽兴吧！^^为什么最近爱用华语？因为老娘爽呗～～

懵了

因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛、因为你是我的眼睛……

抱歉，我还是想不起来……

（……X的！你在灌水哦？==）

凯西欧琵亚？？

焰之都的主人

狼之窟的统领

这两者之间

在灰蓝的天穹下

展开了一场大战

焰之都的公主

冰月族的使者

站在悬崖上

向着远方的人挥手

泪 洒满战场

无辜的人因此丧命

心 填满冷酷

只为争取一丝荣耀

泪 洒满悬崖

无缘的人因此离别

痛 布满心坎

等待对的人来抚慰

一闪而过的记忆

某个记忆闪过了我的脑海，像我的，又不像我的（褚冥漾之台词邪？）。一个微笑着的男生，很温柔，很文雅，很熟悉，很亲切。像是个大哥哥，跟《潘多拉之心》的情节很像。（注：我并没有看过这出戏，我是偶然看到片段才知道的。）

很怪，真的很怪，今天我看了我同学的一支铅笔，是银绿色的，一下子蹦出了很多的片段，但是为时只有不到一秒的时间，根本来不及看清楚。我只知道那个大哥哥很照顾我，当然我还是个小妹妹，还很纯真，不懂得什么是爱。我只知道那时的我很孤独，只有他肯伸出双手，把我从孤独的黑洞里拉了出来。而那已经是之前的片段了，今天的一点也记不了。

我告诉过某人，他曰：“此乃虚幻之境是也，汝应寻大夫而诊汝之恙。”

唉，算了，反正又不是每个人都相信这些东西的。吾之所以书文言文，乃因言此意者不谙华语，故施此下策，不欲予此人晓之。

嗯，看不懂的人就算了，大概了解我要表达的是什么就好了。

关于记忆碎片，真的很碎，我根本就链接不起来。现在仍然在寻找更多的碎片，满足我的好奇心。

无题

一直有一个梦想，希望找到一个适合自己的发泄方法，可是却徒劳无功。想让自己变得更勇敢地面对陌生人，原来只是南柯一梦。

经常躲在自己的房间里，进入我的想象和思考的空间。不是我在发呆，只是所有的事都只能自己吞进肚子里，不想连累其他人。

什么事都是大人对，作为小孩的我永远是错的，连解释的机会也没有。在这个空间里，多久没听到“对不起”这三个字？

试着去相信别人，到最后只会被人家欺骗。努力地想去除掉所有不好的记忆，却欲盖弥彰。想要找个能100%信任的人，真的比登天还要难吗？

想要摆脱恼人的疑心病，却因为各种伤害，而导致它日渐严重。无聊时想找个人来聊天，也只能带着面具来解除所谓的孤独。

明明已经习惯了孤独，但是却希望有个同是天涯沦落人陪我一起沦落到底。想要看到的看不到，想要逃避的却死死不肯离我而去。

什么时候开始学会悲观？我不知道。什么时候开始会焦虑？我不晓得。什么时候开始经常掉眼泪？我不懂。

算了，反正没有人救得了我，懂了也没有办法解决。瞬间陷入了忧郁的深渊，永远也回不了头，也没有回头路。

等待天使的来临之际，也在怀疑着：真的存在吗？一切只能在葬礼上的安魂曲之后，得到答案，期待着……

哇，今天的数目真是壮观啊！好久没有那么长篇大论过了。没办法，算是一种归类在趋势所逼的案子吧……

Injection

I had my injection today. What kind of feeling? Erm, when the nurse put in the needle, I was not feeling pain, when she started to inject in the fluid, at the moment, I wanted to scream out. But for my face problem, better don't do that.

And another thing that I already expected: My friend will faint after the injection. Today's news had prove that I was right. She fainted after the injection in 5 minutes. Luckily she fainted after my injection, if not I can't imagine who can help her to lift her to St. John room.>< That's the end for today.^^

My Clothes Stand Has Legs Not Wheel

I always help my mother to hang our clothes when I'm free. Actually I don't like to do it, but, due to my mother's hot spring, I do it.XP. And something funny happened on my dear hanger: It will run away. How it runs? And my mother always put a flower pot in front of our door. Why? Let's read the story first.

One day, my mother pushed the hanger out from our house, not to far, just near our door and at the roadside only. And, there is a slope in front of our door, it crescendos from the left to the right. Later, when my mother went out again to keep the clothes, she saw an bombastic incident!!! Guess what? The hanger disappeared!!! When my mother calm down, she started to find the hanger. She found it on the road. Attention, ON THE ROAD!!! Since that day, she put something to block the wheels, avoids it "run away" again. Then she chose something that I just know the truth today.

I just back from my lunch this afternoon, then my mother asked me to push the hanger out of the door. Then I do it. Then, my mother told me to carry out a flower pot. I asked her:

"Mom, why you tell me to take out a flower pot?"

"Oh... I want to prevent the hanger from sliding down the road."

"Mom... It ran away before?"

"Erm... Yes..."

After 1 second, I started to laugh. And can't stop. Finally my question had solved. I thought my mother want to let the flower to receive more sunlight. But the truth is: to prevent the hanger from sliding down the street! Aw, don't know why, I just keep going laugh and laugh, can't stop. My god, my hanger will run! Wakakaka......XD

Anyway, finally I know the truth. My question finally has an answer. 10:11pm now, fingers are really pain. See you next time!^^

My Father's Hand Writing

Today without reason, I decided to write about my father's handwriting in my class today. Maybe it is because every teachers' hand writing are not my cup of tea. But, if my father be my teacjer, I am 100% sure that 99.9% of my classmate will blur at all. Want to know why? I'll let you to see an example of it.

My father's hand writing is different from my teachers, friends and relatives. He likes to write Cursive. Ya, really Cursive, a 100% curve Cursive. They are beautiful. They not the kind of "Doctor Font", they are beautiful, till you get short-sightedness and a over-develop brain.

Why? This is because they are curve, too curve. But they are really nice to see. Just like a rose,even though you may harm by it,but you still want to hold it, touch it and feel it. Okay, It is example time now. Guess what was my father write?



P/S:- Sorry about the picture is blur because I use my phone not my scanner.

My 1st time... Don't know what to say...

I back to my hometown,Kuala Kubu Bharu, Hulu Selangor today for cleaning our forefather's graves.Today is Ching Ming Festival. And, I met something that really sucks:I was shoot by Nan Yang Siang Pau's reporter!!!==

The story started from my way to my breakfast, the time was about 8:30am. I was having my Iced Milo and my precious English breakfast. I was just back from cemetery. Suddenly, I saw two suspected people walking around the restaurant. And,I saw their identity card. Not IC,but it is their reporter's IC.And,my eyelid started to bumping bumping.

At first, the two people interviewed my parents,very happy. And I mumbled,"You can't see me,I'm transparent. I'm invisible.I'm transparent. I'm invisible..." I thought they would not saw me. And they must not saw me!!!But my dream spoiled. They saw me and want to interview me. Okay,interview? Never mind. But!!!They took my photograph too.== What can I do? I just can keep praying for not putting my photo on the newspaper.

After I back to my home, my father felt exciting and quickly bought the newspaper and took a look of it. It really have my photo at there!! Luckily not so many people that will see Nan Yang Siang Pau in my school,if not,I really habis.><

Okay,it's time to go again.Hope you will enjoy it. Bye.^^

Something wrong with my brain

You know what? Recently, I suddenly really happy, suddenly really sad, suddenly really cold to my friend although they don't notice it. I'm not dislike my friends, sometimes I just don't want to talk too much, feel tired. Weird.

As my brain's owner, I have to find out the problem. What made my brain and my emotion become weirder and weirder? PMR? Maybe a bit. Homework? I don't think so, and I'm a good student as well.

Anyway, I feel that I am tension and nervous and maybe having a psychology problem call depression. When I told my classmate this afternoon, she put her hand on my shoulder, and looked into my eyes, and said the sentence below:

"You, Rain, will never have this psychology problem forever unless the Sun rises from the west."

"......"This is my answer. Okay, I admit that I'm this kind of people.

Today is April Fool, my school was in a kind of crazy situation. Many people shouting and scolding someone. Luckily I am alive from school.><

The life in school

Please don't ask me why suddenly I talk about this topic, I also don't know why I will choose this topic. Maybe I just want to talk teachers' bad word.XP

I'm in Form3E, I call this class as "the class of reflection". What's the reason? This is because "3" and "E" are two characters that represent each other's reflection, so I call them like that. Actually I decided to use this as the theme of our class' notice board, but I'm not the organizer, so I just forget it, let it stay in my heart forever.XD

Okay, nonsense's too much. Back to the topic. In my class, I've knew many new friends. Majority of them are funny people, have a sense of humour etc. I like to make friend with sunny, happy and weird person. What kind of weird? Erm... They may be weird in their personalities, weird in their writing or weird in their brain. I'm also a weird person. My brain always full of jokes. What kind of jokes also have. Examples? Secret lah, just for my friend to be happy in the future so can't tell first.

My teachers' turn now. I don't know is the teachers are teaching the next generation for helping them or just simply take their salaries and others are not their business. My mandarin teacher, my first image of her is: What kind of teacher is this fellow? I think my mandarin's standard is better than her, creativity of my mind is better than her and maturity is better than her. Firstly, she makes many errors in pronunciation and explanation. Secondly, she can't accept a essay that is more modern than her sample essay. As an addition, the modern that I mean is not like the pop English songs like that, it is more interesting and more fun in it. Finally, she always laugh for her cold jokes. I'm not making fun of her, I just really can't stand this kind of teacher.

Next, my BM teacher. I decided to write her name out but for my peace school life, I just keep quiet. She's the teacher that don't have understanding in her personality. I've told her that my friend has her reason for her absence. My friend always sicks. But, the teacher said she just wants to find a excuse for truancy!!! Oh my god, I never seen this kind of teacher appear in the world before. Since that day, I really dislike her FOREVER!!!

Phew, Okay, complaining is end. It is already end of March now. Just have about seven months to go. Hope I can get over it and study in my ideal class next year. I am hypnotizing myself to study hard to get 8 As in PMR, I know I always write this matter in my blog, but this is also a kind of hypnosis too.^^

What do you want actually?

Today, I give my mother my exam paper. Really pity, I mean the marks. I get 88% in Mandarin, 85% in English, 82% in Mathematics, 66% for KH, 60% for BM, 56% for History, others I haven't know. I thought these marks except History, KH, and BM will 100% pass in my parents' heart.

But, they don't think so. They said,"What? Mandarin just get 88%? How come? Mathematics just 33/40? It's so easy! If next time comes out many difficult questions how you answer it? And what's wrong with your BM?"

When I heard all of this, my heart sunk. They said I never study at all!!! Hey, I'm the most hard working in my gang, how can I don't study? I prepare it myself quietly, no one knows. I study myself silently, everyone don't know. Everything is so quietly, silently and softly. I bought a lot of extra workbooks for myself, I wish I can improve myself. But, what I get in the end?

They said I am so proud of the marks that start with digit 8, is it enough? I know it is no enough, but, I've study. I've hard working. I've try my best. No one say to me"You've done well. Get it on." and more. Why? I don't want to talk anyone, just write in my blog. I hate to say these things through mouth. I don't those eyes look at me sympathetically. I want to show my happy face to everyone, not the sad face. I've done this within these years. I success. But, what about me?

Never mind, I just do my character properly. Then, maybe I can achieve my dream in one day although my first dream was ruined. I'll do my best, never make anyone that concern me so much disappoint. I'll remember the one who hurt me so much, and want to say thanks to her/him that her/him make me be strong.^^

御手紙 Otegami

I decided to cut my hair

because the position at your side has been vacated

But fretted over whether I should paint my lips red,

for I don't know you

With what little ability I have and all my might,

I try to speak of my pining for you

As daybreak clears away,

ceaseless thoughts lead to dawn

To a sinful you,

I offer this - the reason I was born

Unstructured prose

Adeptly

Adeptly

Wishing only for that

I decided it has to be today particularly

because the sky's so blue

In days when my legs will tremble at your call

, I shall quietly intrude

Time has ripened.

After that and so forth,

cross the line into the other side of the door

The one who has served you most in bygone days should be,

above anyone else,

none other than myself

If you'll deign to keep me at your side

with some relief　　

I'll always keep

My appearance

The way you fancy

To a sinful you,

I offer this - the reason I was born

Unstructured prose

Adeptly

Adeptly

Wishing only for that

The one who has served you most in bygone days should be,

above anyone else,

none other than myself

If you'll deign to keep me at your side;

with some relief

I'll always keep

My appearance

The way you fancy

Oh my god!!!

My headache still killing me, my brother told me to see a doctor immediately, don't end up like the actors in the Korean Movie,die.Hey, who am I? I'm Rain, right? How can I end up like that so sad?><

I try to get over it by myself, not a doctor. And, this year I will take my PMR, don't want to disappoint my parents, my friends and my brother. They have give me a lot of encourage and...Pressure...XD I know, this is for my own good, but I still feel really pressure... Hey, 8As you know? According to my results, if I want to reach it, I must be work very hard. Thus, I bought a tons of extra works for myself, including Mandarin. Everyone knows my Mandarin really good, but I still want to do it right. So for sake, I bought my first Mandarin extra workbook...

Anyway, got to work harder in this year, for my dream, for my parent, for my brother, for my ICT. Sail for!!!^^

Can you please don't do it to me?

I know, you don't like me, and I'm trying to make you as my friend, not a lover. Do you know what am I thinking? Your acts make me feel disappoint. We really can't be good friends? Just like a pair of siblings also can, too.

I know, another "you" treat me as sister, and I'm trying to do my best in my test, not in love test. Do you know what am I thinking? Your cold jokes make me feel happy. We really can be a brother and a sister? Just like a pair of soul mate also can, too.

You, my heartbreaker. You, my nightmare before. You, my diary's constant customer. You, my brain's virus.

Another "you", my Handiplast. you, my sweet dream. You, my diary's forever customer. You, my brain's Kaspersky.

The 'you's are two different people. Oh, you want to know who are they? Guess it.^^

Today Lazy To write In English,paiseh

我，就快要疯了！！！很多功课还没做啊！！！我数给你看……

1）Mumtaz 的6篇作文

2）Mumtaz 的 objektif 练习 x 7页

3）Theory 钢琴的

4）美术2种不同的图画


再加上我的颈有很像扭到了，现在痛到求生不得，求死不能啊！！！T.T





P/S:- 还请各位帮我祈福啊~~~