What do you want actually?

Today, I give my mother my exam paper. Really pity, I mean the marks. I get 88% in Mandarin, 85% in English, 82% in Mathematics, 66% for KH, 60% for BM, 56% for History, others I haven't know. I thought these marks except History, KH, and BM will 100% pass in my parents' heart.

But, they don't think so. They said,"What? Mandarin just get 88%? How come? Mathematics just 33/40? It's so easy! If next time comes out many difficult questions how you answer it? And what's wrong with your BM?"

When I heard all of this, my heart sunk. They said I never study at all!!! Hey, I'm the most hard working in my gang, how can I don't study? I prepare it myself quietly, no one knows. I study myself silently, everyone don't know. Everything is so quietly, silently and softly. I bought a lot of extra workbooks for myself, I wish I can improve myself. But, what I get in the end?

They said I am so proud of the marks that start with digit 8, is it enough? I know it is no enough, but, I've study. I've hard working. I've try my best. No one say to me"You've done well. Get it on." and more. Why? I don't want to talk anyone, just write in my blog. I hate to say these things through mouth. I don't those eyes look at me sympathetically. I want to show my happy face to everyone, not the sad face. I've done this within these years. I success. But, what about me?

Never mind, I just do my character properly. Then, maybe I can achieve my dream in one day although my first dream was ruined. I'll do my best, never make anyone that concern me so much disappoint. I'll remember the one who hurt me so much, and want to say thanks to her/him that her/him make me be strong.^^