御手紙 Otegami

I decided to cut my hair

because the position at your side has been vacated

But fretted over whether I should paint my lips red,

for I don't know you

With what little ability I have and all my might,

I try to speak of my pining for you

As daybreak clears away,

ceaseless thoughts lead to dawn

To a sinful you,

I offer this - the reason I was born

Unstructured prose

Adeptly

Adeptly

Wishing only for that

I decided it has to be today particularly

because the sky's so blue

In days when my legs will tremble at your call

, I shall quietly intrude

Time has ripened.

After that and so forth,

cross the line into the other side of the door

The one who has served you most in bygone days should be,

above anyone else,

none other than myself

If you'll deign to keep me at your side

with some relief　　

I'll always keep

My appearance

The way you fancy

To a sinful you,

I offer this - the reason I was born

Unstructured prose

Adeptly

Adeptly

Wishing only for that

The one who has served you most in bygone days should be,

above anyone else,

none other than myself

If you'll deign to keep me at your side;

with some relief

I'll always keep

My appearance

The way you fancy